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Letter from Baghdad on September 11, 2004

Friday, September 11th, 2009

In thinking about today and its significance, I thought I’d share a letter I wrote to friends and family from my post in Baghdad on September 11, 2004.  Thanks for reading and sharing your comments.  Wishing you all a blessed day…

September 11, 2004

I know a man here in Baghdad who is from New York and who lost 61 people from his neighborhood on September 11, 2001.  I asked him how he felt today.  He recounted that after 9/11, he went up to New York from Florida (where he was living at the time) to support his friends and their families, the guys from his neighborhood, many of whom, being firemen and policemen, were part of the unfolding events of that day.  He told me with tears in his eyes that they told him when they pulled up to the World Trade Center that they all knew that some of them would die that day; yet they did not question for a moment going in.  They went into those buildings, helped the disabled and the elderly and, with a joke and a smile, said, “Don’t worry, we’ll take care of you.”  He commented that it surprised him that the country and the world marveled at what they called heroism during these circumstances.  They didn’t consider themselves heroes; it was just what you do.  This was how they were raised:  duty, honor, and loyalty were everything.  This man told me no question 9/11 and those guys are the reason he is here today risking his own life in Iraq.

I so appreciate the reminder that acting with honor, risking everything, loyalty, and duty to God and our fellow man are not supernatural acts of heroism, but are just what you do, what God made us capable of doing.  I am grateful to be reminded that no loss can occur from such action, since we can’t really lose anything when we are doing what God would have us do.  I am constantly in awe, inspired, and humbled by the tremendous acts of courage, commitment, and love that I see daily here on all sides, Iraqi, American, European, etc.  I start the day greeting the gurkas that protect our compound day and night, which must be a terribly boring duty just to check badges and stand guard.  These gurkas who are so mild-mannered, polite, and cheery, but who are highly trained killers. (A Marine who tried to test the resolve of one of the gurkas by creeping up behind him almost had his throat slit in an instant.) I then make it to the Embassy where more than half of the political officers are married with kids at home — both women and men — who volunteered to serve in a war zone away from their family, work ridiculous hours and live in cramped conditions.  Although many express cynicism at times, I have not found one person who does not believe that he can make a difference here and who does not admit that that is truly why he is here.  I am fortunate to spend all day with Iraqis from all backgrounds, faiths, and experiences, ranging from returning expatriates who had fled Saddam’s regime and lived comfortable lives abroad but who returned to deplorable and dangerous conditions just to help rebuild their country, and others who stayed and endured the full brutality and hardships of the Baathist regime.  I am moved by not only the stories of their past and what they have endured but their unwavering commitment, grace, and hope for the future in the face of situations and conditions that do not seem to be improving.

Every day is 9/11 here.  Every day we are looking up at that World Trade Center, knowing that someone may die today, but it is just what you do.  You smile at the gurka, say “hooah” to the Marine, march up Saddam’s palace’s crumbled steps, throw on your body armor and helmet, and face the day.

Check out my latest piece in the CSMonitor, “The dictator in Iraqi hearts must be toppled”

Friday, April 17th, 2009

I’m thrilled this piece was published in the new weekly edition of the Christian Science Monitor on the theme of a documentary Casey Hayward and I are working on, and for which we completed a fact-finding trip to the region, including Iraq, a few weeks ago.  

We came back with ten hours of footage we now get to

Former Prime Minister Ja'fari and Janessa Gans

Former Iraqi Prime Minister Ja'fari and Janessa Gans

 wade through to put together a short “teaser” video to help secure funding for a return trip in the fall to finish filming.  Would love to hear your feedback on the theme and the ideas!

The dictator in Iraqi hearts must be toppled

Real change requires shifts at the individual level nudged by programs that focus on respect and accomodation.

 

The contrast between the Baghdad I saw in 2006 and the Baghdad I saw last month seemed nothing short of miraculous.

Families gathered and picnicked in parks along the Tigris River. Baghdad University students danced at a party on campus. Restaurants and shops were bustling. I even rode around town in an unarmored car and walked down a busy market street without body armor, a previously unthinkable occurrence.

To my Western eyes, life in the war-torn capital seemed surreally normal. The Iraqis who spoke with our documentary crew, however, saw things differently. They emphasized the tenuous and fragile nature of the positive changes they’ve experienced. Indeed, two bombings wounded seven Iraqis on the same crowded street I had walked a day earlier. As a university student explained, “We are no longer the land of the dead. But we have yet to fully become the land of the living. We know we could die at any moment.”

The trip also revealed some ways that Iraq had changed for the worse, such as the level of corruption. I experienced firsthand why Iraq ranks just above failed state Somalia as the second most-corrupt country in the world, according to the Berlin-based organization Transparency International.

Not only did our fixer have to pay “tips” to secure even the most basic appointments, but also to secure a police escort on some of our excursions.

One day we asked if we could visit a school in a sketchy neighborhood in Baghdad. “You will never be able to afford it,” he demurred, since it would not only require the usual pay-off to the police, but would also require topping the exorbitant amount our police escort could potentially get from extremists for our heads.

Change on the political front, meanwhile, has largely been perfunctory. The recent provincial elections, while fair overall, awarded more power to one Islamist party over another and showed Iraqis’ penchant for a strongman who will take charge.

The vote that bolstered the party of the centralizing and increasingly authoritarian Prime Minister Nuri al-Maliki was a natural reaction to the corrupt and ineffective government ushered in by the democratic process, explained politicians.

“Democracy? What does that mean?” grunted a Sunni politician. “To the people, democracy means only a paralyzed process and a chaotic security situation.” Maliki, he continued, was evincing a growing, “Saddam-like” leadership style, and was cloaking his tribal and sectarian tendencies in nationalist rhetoric for broader appeal.

With a Saddam-like government and a strawlike security situation ready for the wolf to blow it down, I began to wonder what, if any, real change had occurred in Iraq.

The answer was virtually none – yet. But, Iraqis assured me, it’s because “real change takes time – generations.”

The shock caused by the US-led toppling of the Hussein regime was just that – a shock, not an instant transformation of an entire people’s psyche from that of demoralized individuals to democratic citizens. For the first time, I realized how greatly Washington overestimated Iraq’s ability to weather the stormy shift – in just days! – from a totalitarian regime to a political void into which a disorganized and unprepared America stepped in to build democracy. To go from all to nothing is an unsettling shock, to put it mildly. No wonder looting and chaos erupted so quickly.

America succeeded in removing the official dictator, but the real, societal change that will remove the dictatorship from within each Iraqi heart – and prevent it from happening again – will require time and will be done by Iraqis themselves.

This change, and the promise of an Iraq as a tolerant, pluralist, open, law-bound society is not likely to grow from a political process that’s absorbed by power amalgamation and interest preservation. Real change requires small, gradual shifts at the societal and individual level through improved education, and programs that focus on respect, tolerance, and religious accommodation.

Also, Iraqis need outlets and opportunities to come to terms with the traumas and injustices of the past, and to support the groups that help reintegrate the large number of victims back into society. We met many such individuals and organizations who are laying the groundwork for this long-term societal and cultural change. These unsung heroes of Iraq are working against wide-ranging and powerful forces, from a government that distrusts and seeks to control their efforts, to armed groups who directly attack them, to a lack of outside funding and support.

Although this type of grass-roots reform is at odds with the quick fixes on which American policy generally focuses, it does present the only road to permanent, lasting change.

Former Prime Minister Ibrahim Jafari told me he likened the process to a long, hard slog up a mountain. The US helped by putting Iraq on the path that leads to the top, but Iraq was still at the bottom and needed to do the hard work of climbing. It’s not a given that Iraq will stay on this path. The threat of a coup is real. Lethal bombs and attacks are increasing again. Corruption and archaic bureaucracy cripple economic growth.

As US troops gear up for their planned withdrawal, they will leave behind an Iraq that is weak, fractured, and dehumanized, but it is at least on the path. We must ensure it stays there.

Janessa Gans, president of the Euphrates Institute, was a US official in Iraq for almost two years. She’s currently working on a documentary on Iraqi organizations that promote understanding, tolerance, and peace.

Post from Baghdad – 6th Anniversary, huh?

Friday, March 20th, 2009

Since I got to Baghdad a few days ago, I’ve been asking people about the 6th anniversary of the American invasion into Iraq, and their reflections on the matter.  To my surprise, people stare blankly at me in response.  ”Oh, really?  Is it?”  I somehow figured that it was a day that all Iraqis would know, that would live in infamy, for better or worse.  But it seems to have escaped the notice of the wide range of Iraqi society I’ve asked the past couple days, from students, to people in the market, to politicians alike.  No one, except Americans in the Embassy, was thinking about it.  Clearly, some people were.  I’ve noticed reports on the news about flag burning and anti-American protests down South, and I’ve heard several loud explosions today versus none the days before.  But, all in all, it seems to be a non-event.  When I asked him why, a Sunni politician told me today that he figured people are more concerned with living their lives, with surviving, and do not have time or the energy to sit back and reflect on anniversaries.  Others in the market said why should they dwell on tragedies?  Others have said they did not believe it would really happen, that America would invade, until it actually did start happening, and shared their eager anticipation in the first days about a new life and a new government, followed by dashed hopes in the maelstrom that followed.

"Why am I for Obama?" published in Iraqi news weekly

Monday, December 1st, 2008

Happy belated Thanksgiving to all! I just had an article published in Arabic in a leading Iraqi news weekly, called Al Esbuyia, or Iraq Weekly, entitled “Why am I for Obama”. Al Esbuyia recently made other news by publishing a political cartoon depicting female suicide bombers that provoked the ire of Iraqi parliamentarians.

Here’s the link to the article in Arabic, Why am I for Obama?, and the original pasted below in English. Unfortunately, I don’t think the poem made it through the final edit, but I thought I’d leave it here for you to read.

As the article points out, most Iraqis I knew supported McCain, and it was helpful to get this note back from an Iraqi friend after he read the article. “Your perspective gives me hope because I hoped McCain would win, but your article shows that Obama will understand Iraq better and hopefully help it while serving the American people. By the way, congratulations on such amazing elections and groundbreaking outcome.”

Why am I for Obama?

Unlike for Republican candidate John McCain, Iraq was never President-elect Barack Obama’s lodestar. Obama opposed the US invasion into Iraq in 2003 as well as the troop “surge” in 2007. Even during his campaign, Obama preferred to focus attention on what he considered the real fight in Afghanistan, from which Iraq was just a distraction, and a costly one at that. We “took our eye off the ball” with our myopic obsession of winning the war in Iraq at the expense of catching Osama Bin Ladin, Obama proclaimed in the first presidential debate with McCain.

Does Obama’s lackluster consideration of Iraq make Iraqis nervous? From my informal canvassing of my Iraqi acquaintances, it seemed to. Many preferred McCain because of what they perceived to be his iron-clad determination to stay put until democracy is shored and security restored.

But recent events seem to poke holes in my theory that Iraqis are wary of Obama. The Iraqi cabinet just signed the elusive security pact with the United States, in part because members believed that an Obama administration would actually respect the timetable because it more closely coincided with, and even elongated, his own stated plan of 16-months. There was some distrust as to whether a Republican administration would stick with the notion of pulling out of a country on which it had staked its entire foreign policy (not to mention its grand plans to remake the Middle East)—especially if that country were descending into chaos, disorder, and left an image of leaving with our tail between our legs. An opposition administration would have no problem deeming the whole operation a failure, proclaiming how badly the previous government screwed it up, and making a public vow that they never would have or never would in the future make such poor decisions.

It is true, however, that McCain had visited Iraq many times and took on the issue with much passion and fervor. One could say that he cared much more deeply about the situation in Iraq; he saw Iraqi success and security as inseparable from American success and security, versus Obama’s more flippant attitude. However, prioritization does not ensure right decision-making, or even intelligent policy. Obama, though less knowledgeable and experienced on Iraqi issues, is, as many pundits have pointed out, a very “quick study”, and very comfortable with nuance and complexity, without which one could not even hope to grasp the labyrinth of Iraqi politics and history. McCain, on the other hand, despite his experience, has often confused “Sunnis” and “Shias” and has been criticized as similar to President Bush in his tendency to avoid fine distinctions.

Another reason why Obama might be good for Iraq is his stated penchant for “talking” before fighting. This helps especially with Iran, whose Ahmedinejad already sent Obama a conciliatory overture in a letter of congratulations after his election. Obama’s election—and the prospect of a less hostile administration occupying its neighbor— also might have softened Iran’s opposition to Iraq’s security pact with the United States, according to political analysts. The notion a rising regional power and the world’s superpower engaging in more diplomatic exchanges rather than proxy wars inside Iraq is a heart-warming outlook for Iraqi security indeed.

It’s probably becoming clear where my biases lie, with my intent extolling of Obama’s virtues. But, in truth, I have two biases—I am staunchly pro-Iraq and pro-Obama, (and I’ve been pro-Iraq for longer). After witnessing (and sometimes participating) in the incredible mistakes committed during the first two years of the American program in Iraq, I believe the best thing for Iraq is to have an America in its midst that understands that it has taken a wrong turn somewhere in the past years and that change must happen. This view has been the mantra of Obama’s campaign. He has also stressed that we must not only talk about, but live up to, and act on our ideals, whether that involves repairing frayed friendships, talking to our enemies, closing an ignominy like Guantanamo prison, or leaving a country that asked us to.

Along with the prospect of a changed America that Obama brings with him, the election itself also brought home the example of something so wonderful about America that doesn’t change—the power of democracy. This month’s election showcased the peaceful transition of power and a transparent process that involved real choice, real accountability, and fairness. And the election of the first African-American candidate showed that anything is possible.

This thrilling election reminded me of another election just as powerful—in Iraq on January 30, 2005. At the polling center I visited that day and the Iraqis with whom I spoke, I saw the faces lit up with glee at the “feeling of freedom” and of the opportunity to have a personal say and stake in the future of their country. It was an incredibly moving sight to witness voters who were braving dire and grave terrorist threats to cast their ballots and demonstrate their freedom. As Iraq heads into this tense period before its upcoming provincial elections, I hope the recent American elections remind the Iraqi people of their own in 2005, during which Iraqis banded together to defeat fear, intimidation, and violence. You truly showed the world that anything was possible, and reminded us of that most powerful force—freedom. Allow me to share the poem I wrote on that day.

Badge of Honor

My finger is still purple,
My tears are still wet,
With the feeling of freedom.
My heart is overwhelmed by their joy,
Their hope, their courage.
I am humbled, bowed before them.
They are the lights shining in darkness.
They are the river, the lifeblood of the world!
This is their gift to us, their purpose.
They have not only changed themselves and their country.
Their fight is for the world,
Tipping the balance on the side of freedom.
What could express the depth of our gratitude?
They say we saved them from the maniacal regime;
We gave them democracy.
Little do they know they are giving it back to us,
Giving us their example of freedom from fear,
Of the rewards of courage.
True warriors,
Each ballot a sword brandished against evil,
Each purple finger a
Badge of honor.

A letter from a Vietnam vet in response to "Five years in Iraq"

Sunday, May 4th, 2008

I wanted to share with you all a response I received from a friend of mine who is a former infantry officer who served two tours in Vietnam. He sent me this after listening to a podcast of a talk I gave entitled “Five years in Iraq: How did we get there and where do we go from here?” You can listen to the presentation by clicking on the “podcasts” link from this site: Prin radio I found his remarks so heartfelt, interesting, and a serious call to action for all Americans. I hope his comments spur thought about the endeavor in which we find ourselves.

Dear Janessa,

My wife and I finally carved out time this afternoon to listen to your
moving talk at Prin on the 5 years in Iraq. We felt like we were sitting
in the front row!

It was really hard to stay up with your dialogue as my feelings kept
coming out as I pictured my fellow soldiers trying to do the only thing
they knew how to do and then suddenly realizing that it was accomplishing
nothing permanent. No hills were taken; no territory was captured;
no enemy army surrendered. Only death and doubt and frustration day after
endless day. How we find men and women who return there for their
third (and some their fourth) tour, knowing they will make no difference,
yet willing to return again and again, laying their life on the line.

So, you did everyone a service by carrying us back to 2003
and without a bias or an agenda, laying out the facts surrounding 2004-2008 for all to see.
Hearing the letter from your brother regarding one of his Seal Team Five
buddies that was lost was soul crunching. such a waste!

I know that prayer is the ultimate future course of action, for only
through this course can we bring the full power of God to this problem. There is
no human power that can peacefully resolve the problems in the Middle East.

Yet, the politicians, being politicians, and not have their sons and daughters over there,
will look for yet another course of action that preserves
the oil, preserves the administration’s reputation, gives the appearance of progress,
and places the blame for failing on the other political party. Insane.

At a CS (Christian Science) Lecture last Thursday evening, Ryder Stevens reminded us
not to expect a quick reconciliation between the Shia and Sunnis as they
have been enemies since the year 620!! If we leave next year, they
will kill each other; if we leave in 2020, they will kill each other. The
difference between choosing those 2009 and 2020 to depart is how many
more American lives and American dollars are we willing to spend to
delay the ultimate killing of each other. It’s really a form of insanity.
Forgive the terminology, but in Hawaii, we used to refer to this type of
thinking as “pissing into the waves”…you only get wetter.

So long as we seek diplomatic, political, military future courses of action,
soldiers will be walking the same ground, being killed by the same (or more sophisticated) Iranian IEDs
next year, the year after, the decade after that. I remember on day
on a daylight patrol north of Qui Nhon SVN in 1970, the point man stepped
on an antipersonnel mine which blew his leg off. He was lifted out
by medical helicopter and we continued our mission. Thirty minutes
later another soldier triggered an antipersonnel mine, and the shrapnel
killed him. At that point, the soldiers let me know by nothing but the
expression on their faces that whatever lay ahead was not worth one more life today.
They didn’t refuse to continue forward; I refused to command them to do so. We reversed our direction,
went to a safe pickup zone and returned to the base came. We would have
accomplished nothing by continuing on the patrol…would have killed or
wounded another soldier before the day was over.

Wonder if some day, soldiers will no longer get in vehicles and go down
roads knowing that if not today, then tomorrow, they will be blown up
and killed by an IED? Interesting question. Of course when the IEDs
cause us to stop going a certain place, using a certain route, then the
insurgents have won.

Yes, the US people are tired of the war and I’m afraid the government
and the US media do not want the American people to become too attached
to what’s going on or they would begin to influence decisions made in
Washington. So long as the public doesn’t have to pay for the war with
direct taxes and so long as it is not their sons and daughters dying over there,
they will, like those of 1971, continue to visit Walmart, complain about high
gas prices, and plan their vacation trips as if peace was a permanent given.

I remember in 1971 in Vietnam, the country had almost totally turned
off their TVs and stopped reading any story in the paper about Vietnam.
Yet, each and every hour, we felt we had a reason to be there, we had
daily examples of freeing villagers from Viet Cong oppressors.

But you know, we shouldn’t have been in Vietnam either. And had LBJ
not used the fallacious attack on the destroyer Turner Joy as a reason
to execute a massive build up of forces we would never have been there.

So now, as I hear our navy cruising up and down the Straits of Hormuz
taunting the Iranians to send out small gunboats, I wonder how long it
will be before the Iranians launch an anti-ship missile into the side of
one of our ships, and in response our government launches a HUGE
response into downtown Tehran and off we go again…….
Except this time, he war will have to be fought by the air force
and navy ONLY as we have no Army or Marine units to put on the
ground in Iran.

Should be interesting.

I pray you will be watching it from an office in the US somewhere…but I know that
will probably not be the case.

Back to the talk: Years from now as we see how history ultimately unfolds,
the students and parents you have touched with your talk will reflect on that
night when they first caught a glimpse of a huge American diplomatic and
military blunder that could have been prevented had honesty and patience
prevailed.

Looking back at the length of my thoughts about your talk, you can easily see it struck a chord with me.
Humanly, I really feel very small and powerless to do anything about Iraq…Yet, spiritually, there is prayer, and
I know the power of prayer, so I do have a purpose, and I commit to that purpose.

Sincerely,

a former Infantry officer who served two tours in Viet Nam